1) You, as far as I can tell, have some pretty terrible lawyers. You
all appear to be
sitting around waiting for Christmas. You act as if your existence is
more im****tant
than people's lives, safety or rights. My responsibility is to
preserve my life and health.
My responsibility is not to preserve you as an institution. You are
not paying me to
do that, nor are you justifying yourselves to me.
2) You, or certain persons within your "institution" have failed to
alleviate the
situation and so I am not legally obligated to respond to you -
emotionally or
otherwise. I have done all I could to see the point of view of people who
have
health care, security and a lot more money than I do. I have spent
years trying
to see the point of view of individuals who have greater authority and
social
validity than I do, with absolutely no acknowledgement or gratitude in
return.
That pretty much applies to ALL of you, including a certain individual
who continues
to manipulate my sympathies. Listen - I have to play the "game" as it
exists
on paper and in material reality - I cannot afford to toss my "faith" into
some
sunny "cloud" or mirage of hope. How can you have emerged from a
university
and expect this? Materially, I do not see how your actions benefit me.
That is
a material fact, and yet you appear to make repeated attempts to buy my
faith and my sympathies. I thought that the college educated knew better.
I am playing this by the rules I was taught at university. "Faith" and
trust are
irrelevant here - you are a business, not a RELIGION.
3) I have pounded myself in the head enough over the past several months
that I am in danger of having an aneurysm or concussion. What are you
doing
to stop this abuse or remove me from it. I get no answers from the
"messenger"
in question, only abusive and coercive demands for faith and trust with no
material returns to back them up. Materially, physically, I have no
reason whatsoever
to continue this relation****p, so Scott - why do you do it? Your
position with regard
to me is that you demand loyalty when in fact I do not know you, only that
your
actions have and will continue to affect me and you continue to disown me,
endanger me and lie about it.


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